Insomnia

In a lifetime most of us has had it happen when we try to go to sleep. You lay in bed, eyes wide open when you know they should be closed, but no matter what you try it just doesn't happen. What can make this happen to us human beings? Anxiety? Bad Chemical Imbalance? Well obviously if I knew what the problem is I wouldn't be one of the many people who are awake when they really want to be asleep. So as I sit here and type this out listening to Mike & Mike In The Morning I wonder why me? Why do I have to be one of the many who just can't sleep when they really need to? I don't really have much to look forward to on most days but it always seems on the days I do good old insomnia rears it's ugly head. Some say you can sleep when you're dead. Hell, I've said that phrase many times before but sometimes I would give up a day of life just to have a night of sleep. As most everyone I know is asleep awaiting the time to wake up to hurdle their daily routine I can sit here and reflect on what I really need. It's one thing and it's not as simple as most people would think it is. A job. Simple enough right? Well when you've been jobless for over a year now things just don't look to easy. That's all I need because I know once I obtain that all the other things that I could say I need will fall into place. I look at it like this, my insomnia right now could be used for good if I had a graveyard job. All I can do is try and try everyday and just hope that one business will just give me the opportunity in these bad times. Until then I will continue to be part of the 14.5% of residents in Las Vegas to be unemployed. Now maybe I know why I can't sleep. I can't sleep because it was my destiny to type this out at this moment from my heart. It should get very interesting from here on out, but until then...

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